Yes, 20 weeks is halfway through a pregnancy and that is exciting. But, since the last 19 weeks feel like it has been a year, and since it has been close to four years since we first started trying, the halfway point does not seem like the relief it should. I am spending my days trying to keep busy, to try to fast forward in time until we can be in the ultrasound room and hopefully get the confirmation of a healthy pregnancy continuing to be a healthy pregnancy.