August 24, 2021

Expecting But Not Pregnant: Anxiety is Alive and Well

 We also talked about how we knew we had made the right choice with G carrying for us, but how it was also frustrating that she […]
August 24, 2021

Expecting But Not Pregnant: 2020 Vision (with Hope and Fear)

Instead, we are planning for a child to come home in early July, but also taking it day by day. We have chosen a completely new […]
August 24, 2021

Expecting But Not Pregnant: Onto Plan C? Plan D?

Every time I start to plan or talk about our little LL Cool T arriving in the world, or even scarier, coming home, there is excitement […]
August 24, 2021

Expecting But Not Pregnant: I Already Have a Child

I find myself engaging less and less in small talk and in situations where small talk will arise, because I do not want to answer these […]
August 24, 2021

Expecting But Not Pregnant: Support and Connection from Afar

Plus, and this is probably truly the worst part, it shows us that once again, we cannot control well, anything, or at least most things, a […]
August 24, 2021

Parenting After Loss: The Bubble Chapter 2

For me, using a gestational carrier means that I will grieve never being pregnant again. Me being pregnant likely means a very long 40 weeks which […]
August 24, 2021

Parenting After Loss: Sibling Photos Look Diffferently But Still Invoke the Same Love

August 11, 2021

Expecting But Not Pregnant: Half Fear, Half Bliss

Yes, 20 weeks is halfway through a pregnancy and that is exciting. But, since the last 19 weeks feel like it has been a year, and […]
August 11, 2021

Expecting But Not Pregnant: Relief and Joy…Then Panic and Blame

I cried about how the doctor had confirmed my biggest fear—that all of this was, in fact, my fault, that it was my stupid body that […]

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