This was the moment I had waited nearly 41 weeks for, but honestly, for over four years—four years of infertility, treatments, shots, a whole new vocabulary and knowledge, IVF, miscarriage, failed round of IVF, pregnancy, preeclampsia, bed rest, Colette’s birth, NICU stay, Colette’s death, another failed round of IVF, three egg retrievals, surrogacy, Covid—to be here and hold this gorgeous baby who was ours.