August 24, 2021

Expecting But Not Pregnant: Anxiety is Alive and Well

 We also talked about how we knew we had made the right choice with G carrying for us, but how it was also frustrating that she […]
August 24, 2021

Expecting But Not Pregnant: 2020 Vision (with Hope and Fear)

Instead, we are planning for a child to come home in early July, but also taking it day by day. We have chosen a completely new […]
August 24, 2021

Expecting But Not Pregnant: Onto Plan C? Plan D?

Every time I start to plan or talk about our little LL Cool T arriving in the world, or even scarier, coming home, there is excitement […]
August 11, 2021

Expecting But Not Pregnant: Get Me Off This Rollercoaster!

When you lose a child, it is not just the loss of the child as he or she is, but the loss of the future, of […]
July 23, 2021

Expecting But Not Pregnant: Longing for Normalcy

Nothing about pregnancy after loss is normal. It is not normal to hold your breath every ultrasound, every heartbeat check, to spend most of the pregnancy […]
July 20, 2021

Parenting After Loss: One Onesie, Many Emotions

While it felt like such a victory to be in that place, to see our little guy wearing the physical remembrance of our dreams, of our […]
July 12, 2021

Expecting But Not Pregnant: Playing the What If Game

Yes, I realize now that it seems dramatic that a global pandemic came to the U.S. as a result of my knitting, but as a loss […]
July 12, 2021

Expecting But Not Pregnant: Let’s Connect

Just like all of our plans have been derailed at this unprecedented time in history, we have struggled to find those connections, those things that keep […]
July 7, 2021

Graham’s Foundation: Balance of Parenting Non-Living Children

We will also struggle with the balance of still parenting and remembering our oldest child who is not physically here while also simultaneously parenting living children […]

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